I have been so happy with where my relationship had been going, and then it fell apart right in front of me.
It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something, or someone, the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses me, because i think that my loving feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain. Damn, there’s nothing like that, is there?
Maybe he is better off without me, or better yet, I'm better off without him...or any man in general. I'm so grateful to have made such beautiful girlfriends this year. Seriously, there is so much love here that we are taking over Columbus! Forget the drama back home and forget people that talk shit-let them. Forget boys who can't make up their minds and keep you hanging.
