Do you ever wonder why you meet someone? Yesterday they weren’t there and now you’re sharing conversations with them about pointless nothings. Why today? Why didn’t you meet them a week ago or a year ago? You never know when a friend will pop into your life. But there must be a reason it happened. Or maybe I’m just thinking about it too much. Who knows. If someone comes into your life when you’re going through something rough or you just want someone to share goofy stories with, keep them close. Stay their friend. Be there for them. Let them be there for you. Don’t push them away.

LOVE

Furthur tonight in Columbus! Yahooooooooiiiiieeeeeeeeeee

I just left your house, moments ago. You confided in me, fears about her. The girl who stole your heart. The girl who destroyed it and for the past few months has kept pieces of it across the states. Now she's returning, and you'll return to her. I just know.

You're a good friend. Our simple, casual friendship grew, visit after visit. The past month you've been by my side. I like who I am when I'm with you. I was starting to loose pieces of me, you brought them back. You helped me put myself together and I like you for that. Now it is time for me to be there for you. You are going to go back to the girl that broke you. You won't admit it, but we both know what is about to happen. It may work out for a while, but eventually you'll be left more messed up than before. You are lost and likely to have your heart broken again. There is an easy way to avoid this heart ache, but you were never one to take the easy way. I like that about you.

I want you to be happy, perhaps more than I want me to be happy. I guess that means, if it was up to me....I would choose to watch you be happy. However if she breaks, I will be a listening ear and a shoulder to lean on .

Why put myself through this...its time to give up the ghost..

I'd say yes to this!

You are a beautiful soul, I enjoy your company

Whatever relationships you have attracted in your life at this moment, are precisely the ones you need in your life at this moment. There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution.
― Deepak Chopra

"You have a kind soul" :)

Surrender

CHANGE IS THE ESSENCE OF LIFE.

BE WILLING TO SURRENDER WHAT

YOU ARE FOR WHAT YOU COULD BECOME.

GHANDI

Finally, things are looking up and Im moving on. Im learning alot on my own and i absolutely love it.

You know that feeling when you’re just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day, that feeling of both relief and desperation? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

"She’s been gone for a while now. People say she died but I don’t think that’s true. She was too smart for death. I think she just did what everybody else was afraid to do. She left."

She left pieces of her life behind her everywhere she went. It’s easier to feel the sunlight without them, she said.

The truth is, it hurts...

"You meet new people, become friends, and you eventually become close. You become a group who hangs out on a daily basis. Relationships and feelings form. You have fights and arguments among each other. Break ups happen, friendships are lost, and groups are fallen apart. And you become strangers slowly. But at the end of the day, deep down inside, you miss everything you had with the people you lost."

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Finally looking forward to summer! It's going to be a good one, I can feel it :)

The truth

this truth is hard to accept sometimes :(

love isn’t love if you didn’t hurt someone.

My love is meaningless to you

I love you more than I should

They say you shouldn’t hold on and hurt yourself further. They say you shouldn’t kill yourself over and over again over someone who doesn’t care anymore. So why do we keep trying and trying? When is it ever going to be enough? When is all this trying going to ever end? Because sometimes no matter how much you try, no matter how much effort you put into it, enough is just never going to be enough. And all this hope you allowed to build up over time is going to crash down like a tidal wave, sweeping past all your defenses and you’re left feeling more hurt and disappointed than ever. I’m not saying don’t try. I’m saying sometimes we just have to know when to give in, give up because you can’t keep wasting your energy trying forever. Some things just aren’t meant to be, and so they never will be.

hopefull

"And now I’m looking at you,’ she said, ‘and you’re asking me if I still want you, as if I could stop loving you. As if I would want to give up the thing that makes me stronger than anything else ever has. I never dared give much of myself to anyone before … but since the first time I saw you, I have belonged to you completely. I still do. If you want me...."

:)

Forgiveness...

...and sometimes, you have to separate yourself from the people who aren’t important in your life anymore, even though it hurts.